Tuesday, December 18, 2007

Random thoughts in hopping sequences,split sec

Energy level dipping real low, no power bars or any gels can boost my spirits after the marathon.
Need a lift.Lend me yours when i'm falling..pleeeeeease...

I've decided to finally reward myself on some early presents by the end of consists full three months of preparation.I don't know what it holds for my future, but it's the only chance to gamble ahead that will bring me out from the round-about via a helicopter with unknown fuel recorded on the meter,left in the tank away from the little island, for the entire great six years spent.

What have i been doing recently,
Went Pubs with Ronald(testing me with all the spirits,and my smell..gone.hah!)

Christine(bubbly blubbly...lovely),Desmond(professional in work & play) and plenty.Bumped into edwin at the taxi stand, bumped into colleagues.How small the world is?
Okay,Singapore.It's tiny,a dot on the map.

Chat up joy,thanks for the tray despite your periodic encounters,you're still truely professional, and your loves for chillis gave me a fright.Met up Deejay Marcus for that rowing, soon to be.

caught up George at PS Cafe for dinning,saw that many are there in total.the press kit doesn't say much, i'm seeing often,
yes...often on the road.perhaps the same few,perhaps that chunk.

Met up William for ultra snooker,i need to sell my cue online at ebay soon looking at the pace i'm going as a trainee.

House warming gathering by Vincent,how's that for pool by the balcony.
Plus celebration for Jamie's BD.
How's that together for quality time spent.Thumbs up!!!
Gosh, Shawn is getting heavier. Thanks for the sweets,uncle wally remembers you just like you did. Jamie was come you? Why he forgots about us?

Cos i'm wally,find wally.

And now Shawn will remember daniel as the....(drum rolls...) Jelly Fish Uncle.

Great.. Glad that wally sounds nicer than jelly... =)

Late night coffee session with Alvin,william & hong at some coffeeshop, you don't need much cash to enjoy at times.Simplicity...william stepped on some..くそ.
I gave him a ride, i washes the's fine now and it's funny.

Rest are more on work & work,piles on the table thrown by text.
just like some master and slave switches,the 2nd option.
The slave.

USD685.87 for 1k SGD, looking at the rate, 1 is to 1.458
Just how long can it last.Hmmm...Great question for self-doubt.
calculating my expenses, it's just weird to spend more than you earn.
Let me count it over again...Hmmm these for studies, these for food, these for the installments,these...these...

OVERLOAN!!! hahaha... not yet.

Now,time flies...Christmas is here, soon enough once i've finished typing..
Had a drive-past Orchard road yesterday, love the decoration this year.
Purple as the color theme is just so great,excellent choice.Brightens up the entire street.Brilliant, re-use pls for 2008.
Never felt so good about the lightings before.

Maybe, i didn't really pause for a while to even notice.
Guess I will now on.

Plenty of stuff to achieve for the coming year, it's building up on the white sheet.
Rest stays as a secret, till it comes.

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

Late Night Shopping in Singapore

not much...

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

i finally found someone

I'm in a relationship, her name is "work"

It's a bang bang moment,nearly...

Nearly change just another new car earlier while on my way back home,
some road users just don't realise they need to check their blind spot when doing lane changing.

Looking through the side window, the passengers, not mine...looks more shocked than i did.i just merely sounded my horn depressing the brakes a little harder before
some centimetres away for that big bang.And to jam the not-so-great highway during rush hours, is just not right.

everyone is indeed rushing for time.

What's that few minutes later i wonder...
I gave him a smile though, an elderly behind the wheels with his grownup kids i guess.

Kinda weird to reply a smile, rather than some fingers right? because i'm fine, he learnt his mistakes.

Life goes

Saturday, December 8, 2007

Way back into love =)

I’ve been living with a shadow overhead
I’ve been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I’ve been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can’t seem to move on

I’ve been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I’ve been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I’ve been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I’ve been searching but I just don’t see the signs
I know that it’s out there
There’s got to be something for my soul somewhere

I’ve been looking for someone to shed some light
Not just somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I’m open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I’m hoping you’ll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don’t know if it’s real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I’m hoping you’ll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I’ll be there for you in the end


"Believe not only in yourself, but believe in your friends as well for it is in the eye's of your friends that you discover yourself." - Emmy Huot

"A public demonstration will probably prove to be the last word on the subject. Keep your hands clean and your intentions pure today. Re-examine your current stability before you throw it away. Your life may be more volatile than you realize."

Tuesday, December 4, 2007

The Brilliant Brain

Let me recall...something this morning on the Nat Geo Channels.
Left me mind-map methods

30 years of researches,
Susan,now chess master,trained by dad since young,first female to ever dominate world of chess,memorization,pattern recognition,MRI,same area of focus,remembers 5 steps approach in advance,no physical connection,game of chess via mobile

Remember the days when we used to play chess together,we grown up,dust collects,i had to play a game of chess on my own.Turning the board,with me in the middle as the neutral playing the game for two.Isn't that very similar to begin with?

Waiter,restaurant setup,hidden camera,recognise 27 items,impressive...goes by pattern,chain processing,with imaging,allocation combination.

Journalist,face-recognition blindness,similar to color-blindness,damaged portion,uses facial features,postures,tones to recognise.Unable to recognise the psychologist after the whole afternoon spent,psychologist 'tripped',protruded nose.

Psychologist,chess master,fights fire,recognise the fire pattern,failed to relieve the situation,fire-fighters demonstrated examples on how, talks about instinct, a pattern which doesn't requires much thinking,

Like a game of chess, your instinct,trained since youth,something so familiar,a blink of an eye,marvelous.Susan,son,new champion in the states,grooming,take a break,analysis,future mistakes prevention

Head to sleep,woke up,recalled dreams,rare in years,hidden,REM stages,talks about it,remembers it,analysis,from the bottom of the heart,foundation level.

i think i know where i'm heading.
I do.

Monday, December 3, 2007

my rubber band, any color to begin with

Kinda like leaving home for work so much earlier than before &
reaching home late(9 plus evening?) nowadays.

Satisfying in anyway?Well, at least am now in a better position for the revamp with the rest,together
& all's right in progress.

Trust me,time flies...
The same feeling you'd feel,just like the differences between depressing the accelerator on a normal ride,now on a tc/sc vehicle.
Same pressure on foot,same with shorter time.

Let us proceed
little by little
step by step
slow yet steady
rush but firm

towards that 2008(just another year ahead)

Depends on how we streeeeeeeeeeetch the band.
the same time given to compete with.


Your Life Path Number represents the path you should take through life and the talents and skills you have to make your journey a rewarding one.
Having a Life Path Number of 5 makes you a keen traveler with a love for freedom. Change is good in your life and is something you strive for. Your heightened curiosity, and love of life, keeps you on the move. Although, you are sometimes perceived as lacking discipline.

Positive Traits
Freedom, Enthusiasm, Clever, Sensual, Adventurous, Prolific
Negative Traits
Rash, Impulsive, Trite, Undirected, Dull
Tarot: Hierophant
Astrology: Mercury, Venus, Taurus, Leo
Rune: Raidho
I Ching: #15 Ch'ien
Tree of Life: Geburah, Severity (Power)
Hebrew Letter: He', Nun
Shamanism: Bull Elephant
Element: Air, Fire
Alchemy: Earth/Man
Aura: Earth tones
Color: Turquoise
Gemstones: Turquoise, Aquamarine
Crystals: Muscovite, Hornblende
Month: May
Week Day: Tuesday
Lucky Numbers: 1, 3, 7, 9, 14, 23, 32, 41, 50, 59, 68, 77, 86, 95, 104
Flora: Carnation, Gardenia, Primrose

"Well,I'm indeed desperate for freedom & loves travelling...Who don't?
Changes are necessary in my life,lacking discipline is more than sometimes.
There's more to come in 2008,it's going to be a year of fireworks,
plenty of them in all aspects"

Quack Quack Quack

I'm walking like a duck,
Not some contests for any imitating.
Just happen to walk like that..Yeah.just like that(snap),after the run.
You can see plenty ducks at the shopping mall yesterday,
all races,heights & weights from all walks of life.
well, at least those who took part.Applause...

Those who went for the 42.195km yesterday.I've finally completed something i hate,nothing else is impossible now.For workyear 2008,i'm coming.

**Thanks for the bananas cp.You're right,
I'm damn hungry,anything would be fine.

It's time to finally load back my weight,in a healthy way. =)

Life O Life

Another year has passed,time seems to tick so fast
And we're all a little older day by day we feel.
Last summer felt hotter
And winter seems much colder.
I rack my brain for happy thoughts,
To put down on my pad,
But lots of things,
That come to mind
Just make me kind of sad.
There was a time not long ago
When life was quite a blast.

Now I fully understand
About 'Living in the Past'.
We used to go to friends homes,
Football games and lunches.
Now we go to therapy, to hospitals,
And after-funeral brunches.
We used to have hangovers,
From parties that were gay.
Now we suffer body aches
And sleep the night away.
We used to go out dining,
And couldn't get our fill.
Now we ask for doggie bags,
Come home and take a pill.
We used to often travel
To places near and far.
Now we get backaches
From riding in the car.
used to go out shopping
For new clothing at the Mall
But, now we never bother...
All the sizes are too small.
That, my friend is how life is,
And now my tale is told.
So, enjoy each day and live it up...